Archive for May, 2007

失眠夜的狂人日记

Saturday, May 19th, 2007

刚才和雅妹、文铮和 Nicholas吃火锅回来。面对空荡荡的房间,心情骤然坠落谷底。。。向来还蛮享受与孤独为伴的我,今夜不知怎么失控了。。。忧郁、孤单和脆弱包围着我,压迫得我喘不过气。好想尝试不顾一切大醉一场的感觉,或许能短暂地把我从现实中抽离。心情莫名地难过着。。。。。。谁来救我呢?如果我不爱惜自己的话,我想你会郫视我吧!我决定要把我的坚强找回来!!因为我讨厌软弱的自己,一点也不可爱。加油喔! :)

Beyonce Knowles-Listen

Friday, May 18th, 2007

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can’t complete
Listen (mmm)
To the sound from deep within
It’s only beginning to find release
Oh, the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all ’cause you won’t listen
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I’m not at home in my own home
And I’ve tried and tried
To say what’s on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I’ve got to find my own
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I’m screamin out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own, all ’cause you won’t listen
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I’m not at home in my own home
And I’ve tried and tried
To say what’s on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I’ve got to find my own
I don’t know where I belong
But I’ll be moving on
If you don’t, if you won’t
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete
Oh, now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I’ve got to find my own, my own

p/s: a nice song to share with all my fren here.

http://s4.7t7t.com/pycs/B/2007331507459/51662017.wma

爱,如果只有勇气就真的有用了吗?

Friday, May 18th, 2007

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我爱你的意义(我的爱就有意义)
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心 你的真心
如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急 更害怕错过你

900259935l p/s:那…你放弃了吗?